Disclosed.:*

BOOMZ BOOMZ BOOMZ!

2011-11-08T10:15:00.002+08:00

Hello PeepowwwZZz!!!

I've been missing I've been gone

but

Woo HOOO HOO!

I am back!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

LOLZ!

So Stay Tuned while I get everything sorted out

I shall untangle every bit of this mess

and get you the stories you've been waiting for ;D

or maybe you weren't, I'll just tell

See you soon!

Winkle Winkies ;)

♥

2011-11-07T22:04:00.003+08:00

Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss*

Yours faithfully,

2011-07-24T19:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish upon a star

And wander to where you are

Hidden at the corner of my mind

Or a place where dreams I will find

Thank you,

Thou art beautiful

Well, hello!

2011-07-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all!!!
I am finally home from that 2 weeks trip!
Bangkok was lovely despite the constant rain showers :S hehe
Penang was crazy and yummilicious as usual! Lol!
And oh, Singapore! I really love that place! Wish I really was staying there - it is just oh so awesome - filled with good looking people summo - what's not to love? Lol!
What's more? For the first time I've got like a weird bikini line tan on the chest. Hahahahaha TMI lol! And Sentosa's beach is oh so salty! Lol! But spending time with the girls was just simply lovely. I love them to the bits :) Plus, the trip was so fun I wish I was there again! Maybe I will make a second trip sometime soon, we'll see ;)
For now, I'll just have to settle for some good time @homeSWEEThome :)
Will post pictures soon!
Muchos muchos Amor
:*

Snapshots ♥

2011-06-20T01:56:00.008+08:00

Just to fill up this spot for a bit ♡

♥

More updates coming soon ;)

muahx <3

home SWEET home ♡

2011-06-19T14:55:00.006+08:00

Hey y'all!

It has been great back home minus the constant naggers but it's nothing bad

HEHEHEHE

I know I haven't been updating since SERIBU TAHUN LOL

but I promise you a post at least by tonight alright :)

In the meantime, have a sweet sunday and

HAPPY FATHER's DAY

to all the lovely babas out there

♥

GREETINGS!

2011-06-03T14:25:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!

I have about an hour more before I leave the flat for uni and my FINAL PAPER!!!

For the semester that is. LOL. Then I'll be leaving for London for the week so this space will be a lil quiet for a bit but who knows, eh? I might photoblog once in a while, maybe?

HEHEHE. In the meantime I will miss you all here so the very muchie!

I hope y'all miss me too! #shameless

Wish me luck! I need loads of it! LOL

*kisskisskiss*

5-1 weird random food habits ;)

2011-06-02T05:02:00.012+08:00

1 - I LOVE POTATOES

Like, TO DEATH. HAHAHA. Throw me any kind, fried/ baked/ steamed/ boiled/ grilled/ blablabla Just gimme em' potatoes! HEHEHEHE I usually take them plain just like that! No salt nor spices = HEAVEN to me! HAHAHA I am easy to feed eh? HAHAHA

2 - I LOVE PLAIN COLD NOODLES

Like, erm, maggi? YEAH U heard me right! LOL I used to take my instant noodles in a way which I would separate them from the soup when they're cooked so that my noodles would "cool" down, Like proper cold. HAHAHA I used to even place it in the fridge to just, well, speed up the process? HAHAHA It's somehow yummier that way :P

3 - I LOVE MY OATS, THICK

I have this weird craving of a particular brand's instant oats but instead of one packet to a glass of water, I usually place 2 packets to a ¾ full glass or 1 to a ½ filled and leave it for about 10mins just so that the oats would soak it up and bloat. HAHAHA. Yummy, no? HEHE

4 - I LOVE SOGGY FRIES

Probably after reading the top this ain't surprising anymore to you, yes? But it's true, I just love soggy fries. It feels like having tiny mashed potatoes but with skin! If ya know what I mean. . .

5 - GONE

I know u would usually expect a number 5 in the list but as it sounds, number 5 is always like a ghost. Comes and goes when you least expect it to. AHAHAHHAA NOLA! I JUST DON'T REMEMBER OR LIKE, I CAN'T THINK OF ANY AT THE MOMENT. BRAINFREEZE! HAHAHA

Oh wells, kthnxbye.

2011-06-01T11:21:00.007+08:00

Heluuuuu!!!

Just thought I'd drop by and say how much I've missed you all! hehe :9

Am currently done with one paper and I have ONE MORE TO GO!!!

Can't believe it's gonna be holidays so so so soon!

Hehehehe XD Almost dere Almost dere *sabar* LOL

Will be back with more updates when I'm done :D

I love you all!!!

Wish me luck!

♡*kisses

up-er-de-to!

2011-05-24T08:17:00.008+08:00

ELLO ELLO!!!

I am backz again!

I know I should continue w/ my previous post but I can't be arsed to do so atm. Pardon Me. HEHE

Exams Exams Comin' my way :d

Still hasn't done anything to save my life Zzzz

Like, seriously! Someone has to come over, give me a spank on head and go like OUEY! TAK CHEK LA! SI GI NA! because if you ever tell me nicely, I'll still be in my McDreamy mode. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Okok, anyways, I am super doooper HAPPEEEEE today cause I will be going on trips w/ my peeps back home in a month's time! AH!!! Song!!! They're the sweetest bunch ever, like actually no. Most monkey ones I've ever seen. Me being the monkey too la cause I'm one of them but that's not the case. HAHAHA It's just gonna be crazzyyyyy cause I don't know how people handle us out there really. No imej. Haihhhh. Yyyyyyyy HAHAHAHA

Butbutbut, in a month's time, it's gonna be my BIRTHDAY!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA. Aduhai, sekarang I'm not that hyped about it d actually. I remember weeks ago I was planning on a huge party #taktaumalu butbutbut now the mood is gone. HAHAHA Like, I think I'm too lazy to plan myself a princess party d lor GUI HUEY LIAO OMG PLZ. AHAHA. I wish I could ZAP my fingers and have everything pre-planned for me but if things doesn't go my way - the party planner sure SUEY! HAHAHA.

Ok la. Enough crap. I think I'm going to sleep mode soon cause that is the only mode I mastered perfectly. LOL #hopeless.

NEhooooooo DO wish me luck pplz! I will THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCHIE!

Will update more when I finish my war out there or maybe when I'm ~~lazy~~ taking breaks Hehe

Ok, I will leave you now w/ a super unglam photo of me:

LUB LUB LUB!

MMMMMMMMMMMMUACKS******

5 random facts about me ♥

2011-05-19T23:41:00.008+08:00

1 - I love to eatnshop

Let's start with the basics, I am like most girls out there, craving good food and pretty things ALL THE TIME. Maybe a little more serious. LOL. Lately, I found out that it takes quite a lot to make mah mouth stop munching and my tummy, well, stop rumbling *shy* Which is really bad because when I dine w/ people, they get stuffed and I'm like, errr ok, maybe I should stop that "What's next?" thought for a bit. Hmmmm~

As for shopping, no doubt that's my no.2 weakness after food. Actually, NO. They are on a parallel race w/ one another. FML. Hahaha. I still don't get how I am obsessed w/ every single thing I see. I mean, like, Everything! LOL. Notice how I used "things" instead of shoes or clothes? YEAH. I think u get what I mean. HEH.

2 - I am obsessed with my reflection

I know how people tend to get obsessed with mirrors and anythingthatreflects but what I mean here is that I am like, really obsessed with my own reflection. Like as if, it is my friend. No kidding. #siao HAHAHA. but this only happens when I am alone so I think, no one knows about it. Until, now? HAHA. I mean, I would spend hours just sitting in front of my mirror talking to my reflection and answering back. Sounds creepy, eh? HAHAHA. I don't mean to scare you but I think I am normal. LOL.

3 - I am a Math GEEK 8]

I remember my love for Maths started in Std 6 when Puan Dina awesomely taught the subject. It never stopped since. It is the only subject in my entire life, so far, that I would take the initiative to finish it's exercises and search for more on my own. I remember crying over one single mark that is taken off because of my carelessness. YEAH. It was THAT bizarre to me. LOL. I even took Math tuitions from amazing people that taught me all the tricks and deviations from the norm. They were great as I got to solve fun-filled equations and see the connections in between. The satisfaction I got was indescribable.

So, Maths was my major for college - no one I knew then, had the same combinations as I did and that is when I finally realize I should do something that relates to my future and I don't see how all that formulas and calculations could contribute to what I would like to do, so for Uni, I stopped. Still, whenever there is a subject that relates to counting and all that jazz, I make more effort than usual to complete them. I guess I could never get the Math out of me. Which also explains why my favourite game/puzzle of all time is Sudoku. There is always one on my bedside table, back home and here too. It's the only game I could never get sick of and you'll be ignored once I start. Keke.

4 - I love to work in the dark

Well, not like extremely dark dark but with some natural rays from whichever corner that lights up the room. Back home, you would usually find me in my room w/o the lights on because that is the way I like it. I would do my work w/ the lights off and often enough got lectured by mi familia for doing so. I know it is not good for the eyes, blablabla but I like it that way. It gives me a sense of calmness and serenity.

The funny part to it is when people tend to think there is no one in the house until they suddenly see this figure sitting at one corner of the room! LOL but I think my parents got used to it cause they don't seem to show any signs of being "shocked" anymore and they would naturally turn on the lights as they walk into the room. I am weird. I know XP

5 - I have ME time.

To further illustrate what I mean, you'll have to stay tuned. XOXO

salted caramel fudgesicle ☺

2011-05-14T09:22:00.007+08:00

Today, I thank god for all that have happened that happened in my life. For all the years that I have lived, this would be a lesson in life that I will value in deep appreciation. Thank you for whom you've become, from a hero to a zero, whether or not you read this little space here of mine. Thank you! Your final message burst that heavy shell I've been encased in for the past few months. Sadly, it wouldn't be a wise move I'd say as more and more haters will only come your way. Good for me, I gained nothing much but a huge bunch of evidence of your brilliant show. Thoroughly amazing, I'd say. Which brings me huge pride in believing that talented blood runs within the family! Such an amazing actor! Gosh! I am so glad that we are related!

Such a relief! At least now I know all the things I have been worrying about all these while never really have happened. I am happy that my relatives there are still living in a good state free from harm and disheartening events that they so not deserve. This, and much more. At least, you're not harming yourself as well. Which saves you much integrity for not being as stupid as I might have thought you were. Bravo :) Much credits to you.

However, I clearly do not see myself as a bimbo though. Mainly because I don't consider myself attractive but yeah, I am super easy to be tricked or fooled, cared too much for those who don't even care. So yeah, extremely stupid. A pig? Maybe. I love to eat and sleep, no doubt there. So I guess that makes me like, erm, worst than a bimbo but acts like a pig? Or a bimbo pig? Yeah? Bimbo Pig sounds cute! I adore that! Don't you? Ahhh, silly Allie talking cuckoo at 3.38am! HAHAHA. This Bimbo Pig makes no sense! I wish I could shoot her in the head! HAHAHA! Ok, should stop talking to myself. LOL.

Anyways, I am glad that I have learnt so so so much from this event. Honestly, I am quite impressed on the rate of evaluation I have taken within such short period of time! Maybe I am not that stupid after all, or as MEDIOCRE as you would call it. LOL. Which makes me feel so good about all the decisions I have made from the very beginning. So true yet so false. All these emotions within me were guiding me through the right path! Although slightly misleading along the way, but it managed to get me back on the right track! So thankful!

Why would I say so? Let me see, first and foremost, you have never loved me. All these were plans for revenge against my family. You planned it all these while, waiting for the right moment to come and you execute your plans. Thankfully, I have gained a huge pot of patience and endurance through the years so I wouldn't freak out when things/words gets thrown in my face. I pat myself for that *no shame* haha. What's more is that if you do love me, you wouldn't have done or say anything that could potentially hurt my feelings leaving me devastated on my very own. Not very nice, indeed. So that supports my claim more. All these bipolar-ness was to test how much I could take before I break down and cry. Which I obviously did for countless times. I admit. You were really good. Really good in torturing a weak soul. Amazing! Brilliant as I would say. Nevertheless, I still feel bad for you. I don't know if the dual personality stays within you. That would be extremely worrying above that sickness you're already fighting against. But I guess everyone have their own two-faces. It's just that yours is a little more serious, or undecided at times, but I guess it's fine. You're still alive, you'll live.

I guess it must've been really hard for you not being able to be real and express the feelings you have within. It must've been hard. I mean, at least you gain good image, yea. People see you as this really nice "boy" whom respects everyone he knows when clearly what's hidden beneath that smile and "kindness" is really just, "I don't give a fuck about you. Fuck you." So sad. Something I would not understand because I just act the way I want to. Don't really care. Cause that is who I am. I guess that's what made me real. Hmmm. Sucks to be you.

Anyways, I think I've said too much I might have ran out of things to say. Or too tired to do so, either way. LOL. I am a pig. What do you expect. LOL. Btw, if I did not forget, you have always been longing for me to write a post on YOU. So now, you should be proud because this entire post is on no one else, but YOU! ALL TO YOU! HAPPY? I know I am. Sorry I am too shallow for your liking but CHILLAX YO! This is life! :]

Je n'ai pas besoin d'un parfum

2011-05-12T02:19:00.007+08:00

♡ the smell of Melissa filling up the air.

It's an addiction.

I am convicted ♥

L8r Allig8tor!

2011-05-08T08:39:00.007+08:00

HOLA!

COMO ESTAS?

I had amazing busy busy busy weeks so everything is purrfecto atm ♥

classes are coming to an end so that means HOME in a month!

♥♥♥

ahhhhhh!!! so excited!!!!

but first, exams ><

hehehehe :9

nehoo nehoo!

I was super duper hyper to take outfit shots last week and decided to make an effort to dress nicely throughout the week but I think I gave up after 2 days? major fail =.=||

HAHAHA.

Random

This was taken during Katha's bday! ♡

I lovelovelove everysinglesoul in that house :)

what's under thatwhitecardi. lol

this thing here is like my ~~bestfriendever~~penpal

never fails to mail me ALL THE TIME!

HAHAHAHA

Ceilidhs!!!! Absolute fun!!!

MMMMMM :)

That's all fer naw folks!

Sleepytime for me!

♡

pastel colours :)

2011-04-28T08:34:00.014+08:00

HELLO!

Was planning to post pictures on my trip to Italy but silly me just realize I deleted the folder off my lappie and transferred them to the "passport" so now I only have pictures of me left until I get my s off this couch and try looking for the externalHD. So I guess you're stuck w/ my face atm. LOL.

I shall post some pictures of me trying to snap a shot of my outfit the other day but obviously, you will see, I failed -.-|

Nonetheless, give me some credits for trying, or not. Lu suka la. LOL.

hope I don't give you nightmares

till we meet again X

UPDATED:

w/ pictures stolen from fb!

lol. i'd like to add more colors to my post, no? haha.

w/ the birthday girl! Happy 20th! Officially a grown-up ♥

i heart you loads!

the awesome bunch :)

so much lovin'

hope you handle it well ;)

Vanilla Skies ♥

2011-04-25T09:18:00.005+08:00

I see, my previous post reaped more laughter than it was supposed to. So my mandarin suck balls but at least, I tried. My sorrow made everyone's day; who would've thought. Nehoo, it will take me a while to recover but rest assured, I am still the same ol' me. I am gonna kick start the week and stretch to tha MAX! It's all about filling it up people! What are you waiting for? Start inking em' calendar boxes! ;D

Allisan ♥

想回到过去，回到十年前的过去。

2011-04-24T04:44:00.005+08:00

说不出的心底话也许就可以用字体来表达

被弹斥的无辜者应该用什么心情来面对呢

所有的痛苦悲伤无奈和心碎该这么去治疗

为什么是你为什么一定要是我

你凭什么说我凭什么批评我呢

你有反省你所说过和做过的吗

我值得被你那么对待和数落吗

一时高一时低常时辩解和包涵

我累了非常的累没力了放弃吧

我讨厌吵架讨厌失去你讨厌恨

我只希望有个完美的血缘之圈

算了吧所有的都给忘了吧

从新开始努力追求梦想吧

加油加油加油！

au revoir.

2011-04-24T01:37:00.012+08:00

Once and for all,

I will let it flow,

Dry it out, and

Toss them away.

I guess hate is inevitable in every generation, and now, I am eligible.

BOOM SHA KA LA KA LA KA!

2011-04-18T06:05:00.010+08:00

Was looking through my hard disk and I found these :)

Really missed those times ♥

We have all grown much since then

but still,

the craziness retains (:

♥

sugar pie honey bunch ♡

2011-04-18T02:33:00.002+08:00

BACK!!!!

LOL!

The trip was fantabulous! It did soothe the mind a lot I would say.

Much on that later on!

I will flood this space w/ pictures too, maybe.

As for now, I shall get back to that report due in a couple more hours :P

Wish me luck! HEHE

SO MUCH LOVE!

amore ♥

2011-03-28T05:19:00.004+08:00

VIVA ITALIA :D

see yous, amigos!

Glasgow ♥

2011-03-22T04:06:00.010+08:00

Good Day, People!

The weather has been amazing :)

Spring is finally, IN!

It feels great to see people hangin' and chillin' around uni in their shorts and dresses!

☺☺☺

So so so,

I was in Glasgow for the weekend w/ the love.

The shopping has been fantastic :P so is the food.

I just ♥ how everything is everywhere. I really like that place somehow.

We had spanish for lunch. Absolute yummerz :)

Some desserts&beer to end the night.

The next morning we had tea@thewillowtearooms.

Btw,

we were there

for

reason.

I love the red lips. Don't You?

pause ♥

2011-03-15T06:11:00.004+08:00

special moments;

if only they last, forever ❃

☺

X

2011-03-14T02:07:00.002+08:00

it hurts to see your red eyes shine
paired with that smile in disguise
i know there is just so much for you to go through
and none of which i could help you
just be safe, be well and fight through
that is all i can say to you
but you are not that weak, to me
i believe you are much stronger than this
i believe you could fight through
and i believe this even when i am not there with you.

take care.

Xxx

If only roses last forever.

2011-03-13T05:20:00.002+08:00

March has not been working out too well for me it seems.
Haven't been sick for the longest time and now I'm down with so much I don't even know what kind of sickness category I fall in.
At the moment, the cough did tone down, and the flu only comes once in a while, the fever might have gone, the throat doesn't seem as sore anymore but the head aches like nobody's business.
This and so much more.
Not helping that I have tons of uni work to get down with before Easter break.
I really do pray for a better March ahead.

Apart from that, I think I've made a whole lot of mistakes since the beginning of the year.
Having my priorities all over the place, I haven't been efficient at all.
Made a whole lot of mistakes, bad judgments, wrong decisions and sorts along the way.
I'd wish I could redo them all over again but that would be impossible. Who wouldn't, right?
I have no one else to blame but myself w/ hopes that I'll pick myself back up pretty soon.

Anyways, can't really think much at this helpless state of mind.
I guess I just miss the companies.
People that I've been through so much with.
I think I've neglected the people I know back home for the longest time.
I should really plan out meetups and stick to my word when I get back in June.
Thing is, I tend to pack myself up when the time comes, and then I forget, and when I'm on my own, I reflect back, and I regret.
I really really do miss those people I used to know and spent so much laughters with.
Although I hardly contact them now, but I really really do miss them. I really do.
Being alone isn't easy, now I know.

Xxxxxx
Allisan

sickness makes me a bitch.

2011-03-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

SORRY.

(you should avoid me now)

Pretty poses w/ a jar of roses ❁

2011-02-27T09:37:00.007+08:00

OLA!

So, I was quite lazy to blog lately cause there is just too much work going on at my current semester; not that I have been very productive at it but I am trying my very best to be so bear w/ me cause this coming month is going to be EXCITING!!! *wink wink*

I am just gonna try to paint colours on the dull blog so I will not talk much but basically collaging pictures from then to now or now to then, whichever applies :)

this was the look for chap5meh - I was trying really hard to get a proper outfit shot cause…

I only have half a mirror to deal with XD

⇑

Found new loves :)

⇓

and more :)

trying to do work in the library - I used to be really productive in this part; not anymore :S

trying to camwhore cause I was too bored - see what I mean? LOL.

but it did looked like I was serious, didn't I? hahaha!

the bunch of books I almost hunched my back carrying them home cause I could not focus in the library :P

and oh, I realize I didn't show you pictures of India!

New Delhi to be exact - not like they're interesting pictures though, cause I was stranded in the hotel and did not have an identification to move around with; illegal immigrant. wtf.

hahahaha! anyways, I found them in my camera so I thought why not put them here as well, quite meaningful/memorable/historic wadevs! Hahaha! It's not everyday that you get to tell people that you are stranded in India with all that dramatic descriptions,

so - just enjoy the pics! hahahahaha!

I don't know why I babble so much for. . . ==|||

the hotel room I was allocated into - lucky enough, I don't have to share a room w/ another stranded stranger. YAY!

View from my room. That's basically how New Delhi looks like on the outside, and if you think it is the dirty windows/mist/fog/apaapa you could think of - it is the air, basically - it is just as sandy/smoky/polluted as you could think of. Not even jokin. I might have choked myself by simply, trying to breathe. eugh.

Randomness - this is how their taxis looked like. somewhat cute, I must say - very original. haha!

See yous alls in a bit! Xxx

now wont you be my valentine cause i need them kisses to be mine

2011-02-23T10:45:00.004+08:00

I had a great day out today - gone to the gym despite having a sprained knee (yeah u read it right) I have loose bones I swear they are detaching as I type (CHOI!) hahaha! anyways - just did a lot of walking on em' machines basically. (sorry) I really need to exercise :P but everything was good. From walking w/ a pair of extremely cute baby twins to chilling w/ my darling Ame and banana cakes! They were awesome! :) I could seriously say, the day was great! ♥

two is better than one.

2011-02-19T08:05:00.003+08:00

wouldn't you have ♥ed it if I had a twin?

i would.

Happy chap chit jit☺

Love the season for it is the season for Love

2011-02-14T05:11:00.014+08:00

you know you ♡ us :)

It doesn't matter who you're spending it with,

it is the smiles that count

Have a HAPPY valentine everyone <3

pink and pearls, but where are my curls?

2011-02-09T04:11:00.012+08:00

I shall try to regain myself from all that emo-ness

with pictures of me minus the outfits cause I did not capture any ><

next time, maybe?

all dolled up for reunion dinner day! teehee :D

I can has bak gua!

I am not sure what look I was going for but

it's CNY Day1!!! :D

ChorYee

SushiDay!

me want wasabi? :P

That is for GongXiFaChai Day3!

loves the embellishment :)

last but not least, colorful chorSay :D

no face here cause I wasn't in the mood to take any :P

ho ho ho!

have an essay due tmrw :P

no inspiration at all!

How nao? u tell me!

iao iao iao~

hahaha!

gotta start making up stories. eekz.

n e hu hu hu~

I wish ya'll a prosperous chorCHAT!

HUAT AR!

LOL ♥

taylor made ♥

2011-02-08T09:53:00.007+08:00

unhappy cause I couldn't find the proper video to end my playlist

so I'll just have it embedded in this post

and be happy again :)

enjoy!

and goodnight to meself :)

(p.s. don't squint your eyes, fullscreen it!)

build me up, buttercup.

2011-02-08T02:52:00.002+08:00

at this point of my life, I really do not know what I want

it seems like everything has been going against me this year

at times I really wish I could just leave everything here, get a ticket and fly home

but that would be selfish me taking up the part

of other things that had happened in my life,

this semester has been extremely challenging too.

just started and I'm complaining already? useless me.

I guess I just need to cry out loud one day and turn myself around

that all, should make me feel much better

i need to resort to a new comfort zone

something that would not leave me here all alone.

mend my soul w/ chiffon and frills

2011-02-07T06:00:00.006+08:00

So it's Day 4 of cny and it has been amazing so far :)

I had alot of fun w/ the girls :D

Am quite lazy to blog atm so just enjoy the pics below and a lil update here and there :)

That is reunion dinner for Night30 LOL

simple but good. yumyum!

Amelia :)

Diana :)

Home cooked dinner for Day1. Sluprz*

Sinda :)

and my pretty darlin again :)

this was taken during dinner at Day2

we had legit sushi at Oryza and it was good!

extremely satisfying :9

No pictures for Day3 n 4 atm cause they're not up yet. LOL

Today was extremely good though, despite it all

Met up with the darlings at 10am for some eggMcmuffin and more :9

had dim sum for lunch and pasta for dinner and it was shopping all day thru :)

*content*

spent so much i think my brain is not working out today. fmlx2

might be the concussion i am suffering from the night before

everything just feels so weird just as i got up today

it is like i lose a body part and not know how to function properly anymore

it is like i crave for something so bad but not know what to do

it is like i am lost and trapped in the dead sea.

maybe it will just linger around for a while before i could adjust things back to the way they were before

but it is just so easy for it to leave then for me to let go

puff puff puffs*

anyhoos,

shall not be emo now

its cny :)

and I am thankful as the years go by,

for that so many people have showered their love upon me ♥

thank you all! mwahsmwahsmwahs :*

So how did you celebrate your chinese new year?

xxx

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!!! v.2011 ♥

2011-02-03T08:11:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!

GONG XI GONG XI!!!!

This is yours truly, a picture of me after sooo long. LOL

and this year, I opt for a kawaii CNY look! gofl!

and to spice up the festive season,

I made myself

a CNY deco!

LOL <3

cute or not?

HAHA!

rabbits cause it's the year of RABBIT ♥

not too bad right?

funny paper prints cause I have limited materials :P

LOL.

hyper over new deco!

kakaka!

and here's a new picture to begin the 2011!

a whole new rabbit with the touch of the old :D

KEKEKEKE!

Have an AWESOME Chinese New Year Loves!

May your year be filled with lots and lots of laughters :D

MUAX MUAX MUAX :*

2011-02-02T08:02:00.004+08:00

So, hello!

I am back from London :)

The trip down was extremely FUN despite the 13hour ride :P

I enjoyed London so much!

Now I know why people kept telling me how they could not have enough of it even after making tons and tons of trips back and forth.

I felt the same! LOL.

Can't wait to get there again! XD

That city is just OH-SO-LOVELY!

but I am quite happy where I am now cause it'll require a whole lot out of me to keep up with such an amazing city. Hehehe :D

First cup of tea @Hyde Park to soothe the almost dysfunctional legs

miss pretty, Amelia my all-time-favourite travel ~~buddy~~ sister :)

She is what makes the trip amazing :)

♥♥♥

and of course, how can we forget ze macaroons ☝

this one here is from PH @Selfridges

Yes, Selfridges :) Y do we not have Selfridges in Aberdeen :(

Can we have it's Food Hall at the very least?

Pwease?

Anyways, it's CNY's Reunion Dinner tmrw people!!!

I wish you all a happy happy happy, prosperous, exciting, marvelous Chinese New Year!!!

May your 2011 be filled with happiness and good health!

with a little extra of ~~freezing~~ warm hugs and kisses from me :D

Tmrw is gonna be a long day ahead for me so i'd better turn in early

but before I go, let me leave you with something I wrote while waiting in the tube :)

May you enjoy it ☺

If you love me let me go

And never ask if I love you so

If you miss me let me know

And never plead my stance to flow

If I called and tripped my ways

You will laugh and deal with grace

If I deplete your toleration

You should burn that fatal mission

But,

In the present, past or post

You sticked through all of those

And,

For all that could be done

I am glad that there is none

For all which you have done

Makes you the only one ❦

Goodnight :)

Countdown, 2days 10 hours and 13 minutes

2011-01-25T06:47:00.002+08:00

i know i shouldn't be blogging right now but i can't surpass this feeling inside. It is like running through a bullet train knowing that you are tearing apart in matter of seconds. These few days have been really different. Extremely different. Different enough for me to realize that i have been acting differently than i was before. I never used to care so much nor have i ever been bothered to do so. Not until now. It just feels different, like i was thrown back to my teenage years (not that i am not a teenage anymore. rofl) and i just want more, or say, never enough. Its like i notice the time as it passes by now, knowing when and where could the subject be. So weird. So not me. So uncool. CRrrAzzZY! I know I know. super duper ki siao. Too much reading maybe? LOL. Sometimes i just make stupid decisions and farg up my own brain. gosh. Need to be strong on your grounds, Allie! Stay strong! gosh! hahaha. anyways, shall not rant here and look like a kwazee-arze-beech. uncool. hahaha.

NIGHTS, LOVELIES :D

or say, morning, whichever applies :D

too-del-ooo <3

pave my roads with pretty plaids

2011-01-22T21:45:00.008+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

Today was great! I had barely 3hours of sleep but I am feeling extremely energetic! keke. Took a long walk to Ashgrove, where the postoffice is to collect my parcel and I felt amazing! Its like a breath of fresh air! Having being home for a week with the intention to study - your guess whether I did that or not. gofl. I shall not brag on my inefficiency-ness. see-saw-see-saw. lol.

Anyways, I decided to bring my camera out today as I realize I did not place any photos of this place since I came. So, when better than to do it today :) However, this part of the city that I am walking thru to my destination is not very interesting. I must say. HEHE. So, what you see is basically whatever that surface along this early walk of mine :)

the road that runs along the back of the university

the Hub - where most students chill

our new library

the library up-close

last but not least, my VERY noticeable post office ;)

and that ends my picture-friendly post for the day :)

till we meet again loves!

and I ensure you, things will just get prettier :D

buenos días y la noche <3

i'd wish i could swallow my pride, break it out to you and flee tonight

2011-01-15T08:30:00.004+08:00

i wonder sometimes how people are able to keep the fire burning deep down or was it that at times it actually went off yet unspoken? it seems like maybe after a certain period of time people turn in and just live the situation they brought themselves into. when what you see isn't what you crave and words uttered but not expected. given all the foreseeable circumstances, they lived with it. though knowing that someday it might bury them alive. but how far would they go? and how much perseverance required are really worth the risk? would it be fear that holds you back? the horror of losing track and letting go your prized possession.

I guess if you throw it back at me, I will never know how to make the right decision.

Well, the best things in life comes when you least expected, so for now, I shall not be bothered.

At the moment, I shall forcefully promise myself to start reading up, of everything else, and embark on this war of mine. Wish me luck! :)

Our next encounter will be of a better shade, I promise :)

nights xxx

take me off, make it good :)

2011-01-07T07:49:00.005+08:00

hello hello!

so i've been gone and i came back.

just when I thought 2010 overblown my mind, the 11 inflated it further.

oh, yes :)

much have happened during my short hiatus.

things so over-dramatized just like a slice of korean.

my winter break is officially over given that i am now back in the Deen and it is so much colder as compared to the day i left :( bad times!

i miss every single soul back home :( wishing that i could still lounge on that white sofa chilling as the day passes, tasting great food and meeting lovely people i've known for ages :)

anyhoos, 2010 was awesome!

my trip to the lion city was, well, awkwardly insane but fun :) most of what which i enjoyed :)

more trips down there definitely! I still have so much to see! :D

So too owh wan wan has just begun but, PHEW! has it driven me crazier than ever!

Not to mention that I've been on a flight with a faulty engine that lead to an unexpected landing in New Delhi, spent 2 amazingly restless nights and took off to Paris(the airport only. fml) and then back to the Deen! However, the journey in between is what i will refer to as exceptionally remarkable! The people i met along the way are just amazing!

More about that later on or maybe, not. LOL

I am just glad to be here. safe and sound.

Anyways, exams are near! So you might not hear from me any sooner~ but! who knows, right?

Nehoo, I wish all of you out there an AMAZING year ahead! filled with candies and confettis!

Mwahs mwahs mwahs :D

till we meet again X

2010-12-26T12:23:00.002+08:00

i have so much to say but somehow i could not place them into words.

i feel like pouring every single thing out. but.

it suddenly felt like i have no one to call.

having had so many friends, i somehow felt empty inside.

like suddenly,

none of them were real,

real enough for me to have the courage to confess.

drenched by drops gushing through the corner of my lids,

contentment was gone, but,

i do not want to seek.

sugar and spice, makes up my life.

2010-12-20T12:59:00.003+08:00

no sleep and another flight in 2 hours.

need to pack and run.

sigh. i am sooo bored and i need to sleep!

grrrr... seriously!

all this late notice runs in the family, i so do believe.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... ngo oi fan gau~ saya mau tido~ wa ai khun~ wo yao shui jiao~ i need to sleeepppppppp!!!!! :(:(:(

ok. gtta run. lol.

till i get back,

muahx <3

At the end of this road lies, US :)

2010-12-17T01:39:00.002+08:00

Finally i am back HOME!!!!!!

having to deal with delayed flights and delayed baggage (still not here :( fml)

i am finally back in this room i missed so much!

i certainly see it differently now, it feels so amazing to be here.

it feels like i have a million things to do but not own ample time to get them done.

and the best thing is, i can now play with my baby Maddy! yes, IT shall be named, Maddy :)

LOL. i think my brain is going cukoo on me now.

shall sleep my flights off.

SWEET SAVOURY NIGHT PEOPLE <3

2010-12-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

hola!

i am finally done with the semester! wheepadeedoodah!
YAYYYYYYY!!!
am gonna have dinner&movie with the lovely girls tonite and i'm all jet-setted for tmrw!!! :D:D:D
*prayspraysprays* with all my heart please do let them parcels arrive before noon tmrw ***
i shall now take a short nap and hype up the rest of the nite.
my love to you all!

xxxxx

press the button: i'll tell you a tale

2010-12-14T06:11:00.003+08:00

i am so heartbroken at the moment
i don't understand why lives are not cherished
what is it so bad that could not be solved?
if you should go, you'll go
but till then, there must be a way, isn't it so?
i don't know.
i just don't like feelings like these.
makes you really sad.
be it related or not.
:'(

on another note,
flatmate is being an ass next door!
singing her heart out at this hour.
i certainly did enjoy the past 2 weeks w/o her.
*rolls eyes*
not trying to be a bitch but, seriously?
heavy bass is what i get whenever she is around, be it morning, noon or night!
some people are just so inconsiderate sometimes

and and and.
i need to write up a 5page self-reflection report
*brain-freeze*
what am i gonna do man!
it's due in 12 hrs!
i better get the virtual ink drippin'

nights people!
*free hugs to everyone out there tonite*
LOVE LIFE *Big Bear Hug*
mmmmwahs <3

:'(

2010-12-12T04:42:00.005+08:00

Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And, it's so quiet in the world tonight
You're little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So, I tuck you in
Turn on your favorite night light
To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I had, honey
If you could stay like that

Oh, darling don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
It can stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart
And no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, and never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And, you're mortified
Your mom's dropping you off
At fourteen, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots
But, don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your PJ's getting ready
for school

Oh, darling don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
It can stay this simple

And no one's ever burned you
Nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to
Just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I had is someday gonna be gone

So, here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So, I tucked myself in and turned my night light on
Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up

Oh, I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh, I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple

Oh, darling don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
It can stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even though you want to
Please, try to never grow up

Oh, whoa
Don't you ever grow up
Oh, whoa
Never grow up
Just never grow up

-swift,taylor

Can You Believe It?

2010-12-11T11:40:00.002+08:00

Hello People!

It is officially 3.40am on a Saturday morning up here at the Aberdondays <3
N i am all packed up and excited! You can tell. LOL.
So near yet so far~ now, if i could just focus on that presentation and report i'll have to hand in~
I will be in good shape for weds :D *prayspraysprays for a smooth sailing week*
it would b great if my parcels could all come in as well. but i guess. we could not have everything in life. at least. not. during gloomy ol' sco'ish weather. sighsigh.
nehoos~ bedtime awaits!
Sleep Tight, night people!
and Good Day, you daylight-ers <3

Allisan xxx

Club Can't Handle Me Right Now

2010-12-07T05:02:00.005+08:00

just got back from body conditioning and I realize my body is not working like its glorious days~
SIGH! my bones are deteriorating! LOL
anyways~ I AM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!
cause my parcel from UNIQLO came in today and the jackets are sooo sooo soooooo COMFY :D
major LOVE <3<3<3
and today has been a productive day, if I could say so myself.
had a presentation in the afternoon, met up with my darling Mia & Diana and got to the bank, had KFC~ Finally!, grocery shopping at Morrisons, body conditioning and now Home Sweet Home planning for the January trip with my chicaz :)
so hungry I better go prepare dinner now.
Adios, Amigos!
Mmmmmwahs <3

9 more days to go :)

2010-12-06T09:47:00.004+08:00

10 days from now i will be at the ease of my comfy bed <3

sipping through the familiarities to which i relate

ah, such is the life i wish i could prolong

yet not in terms of which we humans could adhere

anyhoos,

christmas is near :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, my dears <3

Un jour par avion

2010-10-04T06:31:00.005+08:00

Dear all,
it has been three weeks since i first arrived at this small and humble city.
although it is small, it has pretty much everything you need all central-ed making it really easy to get around.
the people here are nice, but sometimes i find it really hard to communicate with, or maybe i am just being ol' me, afraid and terrified of meeting n greeting new people.
it's like starting from 0 all over again but this time, even harder, bcos the people you meet are often not the people who share the same culture as you did.
i don't know. i just don't fancy this unflattering feeling i have inside.
which makes me miss people back home even more. i guess i am really used to having easy access towards the people and the stuffs that i need back home. it's like when i'm bored, i call on a friend and we could just hang out and say really stupid stuffs and just go crazy whatsoeverandall. but now, i can't picture myself doing the same thing. and it sucks for that matter.
urgh. i just hate being a newbie and i detest towards being one. i just hope this feeling would wear off as soon as i awake.
am i feeling the culture shock as said? i don't know. i just hope i find a bunch of really nice people (which i already have) and blend in the right mixture. i think i just need time to adjust myself into this new environment i got myself into. "everyday is a better day" is what i tell me to go on. this is just the first phase of a new adventure. it is just gonna get better, right?
LOL~ what am i blabbering about anyways, i guess i'll just have to breathe in and ease up those brain muscles a lil bit. and be more vulnerable or not for some reasons.
much love <3
Allisan

2010-08-25T22:57:00.002+08:00

Where are you when I need you?
It seems like I have no impact on you anymore.
Are you here just because you felt like it's your responsibility to do so???
No!!!!! All these are just so wrong!!!!
It feels like we have drifted far apart but only I am making the effort to keep you close! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!?!!?!?
You know what?!? If you can't handle me now~ what makes you think you can handle me when I'm nt around??!?!!
Whyyyyyyyy??? Why now?
You know it's gonna get 10x worst when I'm gone!
I don't wanna cry alone and smile it off the next day no more!
I don't!
I don't!
I Just Don't!
It seems to me like it's just not gonna work!
I don't want to. But. I think I have to.

2010-08-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

Everything feels so wrong lately
Everything~
I don't know how to feel
what to say
what should I do
it just doesn't feel right
and
they're pretty obvious to me
but not to you, maybe
I don't know
is it true that when one cares more, the other, doesn't?
Am I supposed to suffer for what I have previously done to you?
Maybe it is karma
maybe it is intentional
or maybe,
you're ready to leave
I don't know
I don't know
I feel more of a puppet than a human to you.

moments to treasure

2010-05-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

it is not always that easy
just you and me
no one else but we
it used to be cold
nothing but plain music to warm things up
but its better now
everything is
the fear is gone
but so is hope
still
it is moments like these that makes me feel very comfortable and easy
so i can be no one but me
might not be entirely happy
but at least
some
and that is all i need
to reminisce
我需要的快乐就是那么简单 :)

Urgh.

2010-04-27T02:09:00.003+08:00

What would you do when you meet someone dumb enough not to understand what you were really up to? Or maybe someone who spends too much time thinkin about your favourite icecream when all you really want to hear is, "ok! I'll be dere in 10 mins," no matter where they are. Just thinking makes you go crazy. Worst is, when you are waiting for that immediate call back after the end of a bad previous conversation and all the other party know is to go to sleep. From then you know, that is a mismatch made in hell. Now, should u still hold on tight and suffer or just cut that stranggling rope off?

Felt like an arse after being so vulgar but then again you triggered me first! Now I don't know if I should apologise or just leave it. This sucks. :(

2009-12-23T03:18:00.000+08:00

HellLO!

2009-10-15T23:39:00.007+08:00

hey peeps!
am blogging again cos i'm too bored atm. haha!
nthn much to do right now but not anymore from tom onwards! he he!
i've made plans to pack up my schedule up till the end of november! he he!
oh yes, i'm working! yes, i am! haha! No JOKE! ekeke!
i don't know what made me do that tho' maybe i wouldn't even last thru first week but we'll see, we'll see~
*fingers crossed*
wish me luck peeps!

Allisan :)

not so perfect after all.:*

2009-10-12T03:26:00.004+08:00

there is so much in life that i have to put up with sometimes i just wished that it wasn't mine.
if only we were given a chance to choose the type of lives we wish to live in but then again who wouldn't want so? everyone could have said the same thing and that the problems they endure wouldn't even exist.
though so i must say i still love my life so far as i have lived as there is nothing much still that i would have to worry about. so much so i could say that i am pretty well blessed with everything i need and much more.
then again, it is the other thing in it that i still find time understanding. the problem that have bugged me pretty much as long as i have realised the root of vanity. the fact that i am never good enough. ever. especially, for her.
it saddens me whenever the same speech given tons of years ago and has forever been since so, keep repeating itself before me.
that same speech has been locked in tighter than the lyrics of my favorite song. i hated my reflection since. tried really hard to make myself look good so i could impress her for a bit but she never really cared. only when she thinks that for the day i looked good i am spared off the haunting speech. but when a certain flaw surface itself i am being thrown a million haunting questions that answers she could never except. she always has this insulting mechanism built-in. i am human ain't i? but why must i be different? why couldn't she understand that i face problems normal human faces and the most that i need off her is her understanding, love and respect.
i feel so pressured and that i am never good enough. i try so hard to do well but the results never mattered. who am i trying impress but myself anyways. i strive to do well because i hope that i would be respected and taken-in rather than being looked down, especially by them. but it never mattered. i felt like i am such a useless addition here i should never have been... i guess i really don't deserve love at all for who i am. for the fact that you'll never deserve love unless you love yourself first and i never really did love me. i hate me. not the life i am in but literally, me me.
at least god have been really good to me by sending really great friends as gifts. i am happy and grateful to say the people i meet have been really really nice and friendly. at least i feel that whenever i need someone to talk to or spend time with, i have them. at least they wouldn't be so harsh on me and i could just spread my hands and ask for a hug.
i am so sorry i have been talking trash for so long. i hope you don't get judgemental or anything. i don't mean to create any misunderstandings. i don't know. maybe it is the night. maybe it is me. anyhows im sorry.
goodnight everyone.
i hope the dreams are sweet and the day is good for you. :)

owh tonight is a good night~ yeah tonight is a good good night :)

2009-10-11T03:36:00.005+08:00

i guess i got a great lullaby tonight

i know the dream is gonna be sweet

but tomorrow is gonna be another day

awaken and

everything will be back to normal.

2009-10-07T23:30:00.004+08:00

i cried on my way back a while ago~

but i couldn't really let it all out because i don't wanna get caught up with an accident upon doing so

haha! funny!

it really is hard to let go once u thought u've really found the one

and it is harder once you know things ain't gonna work out after all~

especially when you know the reason behind it all

u felt so torn in between the decisions u're about to make

yes, i know i said i wanna let go

but doing so requires alot of effort and determination

i am afraid i don't possess an enough amount of both to win the battle

what should i do?

i know i should let go~

everyone says so

i did too myself

but i can't

i even thought of having "us" just for a day

so silly of me!

what am i thinking?

i know it is hard for you and i don't want it to be

i am sorry that i am so emotional about it but i just don't understand why i feel so much its weird

i know i need help~

but the thing is~ i don't think anyone else could help me!

worst is~ it is impossible to obtain a hand from you either~

i really tried~

but it is very hard for me to really let go~

just hearing yr name itself strikes me straight at the center of my heart

and i had to laugh and joke about it at the same time

用微笑来掩盖着垂泪的心跳
我到底做对了吗？

i just wished that one day i would really get over you

but today just ain't it.

2009-10-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

我今天又看见你了~

可是~ 今天比那天还要好~

虽然看见你那时真的让我彻底的心乱如麻~

可是~ 从你的一举一动我却看的出我们已经开始避开对方了~

一切我所体验过的都已经倍冲淡了~

我真的很想念以前的我们~

那么的好玩~

那么的甜蜜~

这总感觉是每人能了解的~

我真的很希望能够再次和你认识过~

真真的认识过一次~

也许这样会对彼此好一点~

产生的误会也许会比较少吧~

可能这是我单方的想法吧~

也许我对你一点重要性都没有吧 :|

have you ever caught a rainbow? maybe for once i have~ but that was a long time ago~

2009-10-02T02:35:00.006+08:00

there are certain things i am not allowed to tell~

at least not at certain sites as i am afraid that u will read this even when u are not supposed to~

i just don't know how to break it out to u~

i hate u!

dats it!

i effing hate u!

and you shouldn't know because u did nothing wrong~

really~

its just me being crazy all the time~

i kept doing all the wrong things at the wrong time i don't know wtf is wrong with me~

why do i feel so much even when i am not supposed to~

why?

why can't i just let it go like i said so~

i tried~

i really did~

and it took out much in me to ignore u today~

and even much more to ignore all those things you did~

eventhough it really isn't your fault~

its nothing really~

like i said~

its just me~

effing sentimental and all cause i didn noe how should i let go~

i am not made of solid hard rock~

i can't resist but to break down on my own when i get back~

i am soooooooooooooooo happy to see you when i did but i can't! i can't show it to u~

i have to hide them and make a fool out of myself in the end~

i know i mean nothing but a joke to u but i really want you to know u mean the world to me~

i just don't know how or why~

but u really do~

i hate that~

and maybe that is why i hate u~

i hate that u took away my rights to love~

and i can't fool around with love no more~

its sick~

and i know i am~

there's just so much

so much more than i could handle

just exactly why i resisted to see you even tho i really want to

i just can't

because i know no matter how hard it is i try to forget everything about you it just wouldn't work in the end

once we meet

all my efforts will be washed off

i find myself tearing inside out just for reasons i could not explain myself

so stupid of me

so insanely attractive of you

i just don't know why am i afraid u'll find out

maybe because i am afraid u'll turn me down or worst u might avoid me then~

i don't know~

its just too much for me to handle~

who am i anyways~

its not like i am good enough for you anyways~

i suck!

no other words could express the way i feel~

at this point i really wish i could leave

and start afresh from a place i know nothing of

so i can't see you no more~

and maybe i wouldn't think of u so hard like i did~

like i always do~

what is wrong with me?

why can't i just appreciate what i already have?

its just so wrong

but i can't lie

it feels really bad lying

i never want to

never did

i am trying to forget you

i really am

i think i did quite well today doing so

at least i ignored you

as much as i could

i really did~

i just don't want to suffer like this anymore

when can i get over it

for real

please

if it is not meant to be

then let go of me

please

how could you let me suffer like this

oh lord

please

i beg you

let go of this pain in me

i promise not to toy love anymore and be honest with it.

karaoke soon please!!! hehe XD

2009-09-30T01:20:00.004+08:00

one more paper n i guess i am ready to leave... for real this time... i'll just have to let go... everything seems impossible now and i dun feel like i belong anymore. if anyone else can do it why can't i? i believe i can live thru the challenges i am about to face *fingers crossed* i guess at some point we'll have to free ourselves and let our soul wander de unfamiliar... maybe then we'll be able to find that thing we're lookin for. i hope i could really make it happen. i really do. i guess time really heals... i realize that i am slowly letting go... of everything that i've been so stubbornly holding on to. my fears... they are not so strong now... me? i'm accepting my flaws as they come by... you? i know you're not with me anymore... what am i thinkin'... it shudn't be from the start... it has never been... you were like a dream... a really sweet one i wished it'll never stop repeating itself... but then again... a dream's a dream... one day... u'll realise they're all lies... lies that u've created thru your subconscious mind... the truth sometime hurts but that's just the rule of the game. wake up and move on. i'm trying... really hard... but i guess i have... haha~ ohkay~ enuff bout that... lets shift the spotlight for a bit... its 2 am and i am watching E! and something really random is on~ i think they're remodelling the place... hmmm... kinda hungry... ohhh~ i miss baking n cooking so so so so much! huhuuu~ can't do it here~ bohoo~ and i'm crackin my head trying to find an appropriate gift. teehee :P and i'm missin' karaoke!!! huhuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~ someone~ would you go wiv me??? pweaseeee~~~ hehehehe! alritey~ i shud go~ hav a great night ppls :)))

dilemma.

2009-09-17T03:13:00.006+08:00

i don't know if i should leave~

everything about this place is holding me back~

especially you~

somehow~

the further you're drifting away from me~

the harder i want you back~

silly really~

cause things just seems so impossibly true~

maybe i'm the only one who didn wanna let go~

maybe i should just loosen this hand of mine~

sounds so easy~

yet so hard to be done~

who but you could express those true feelings of yours~

so i could be smashed against reality~

maybe that is all i need to let go~

all i need to know~

just to help me wake up~

and be free from this torturing phase i am going through~

i like the way you make me fall.:*

2009-09-06T15:10:00.005+08:00

certain songs make you laugh

but those songs were the ones that only stays for that moment

when you move on to the next

your emotion elevates to the other and it is then forgotten

certain songs make you high

cultivate friendships

developing exuberant bonds en circa

keeps you in-tact

and then out of it the next

certain songs represent your love

soothing mellifluous and mellow

but sometimes with a tendency to turn jarring tart and strident

pretty much mixed up like how a relationship is supposed to be

up and down

you just wouldn't know what is going to happen next

sugar is sweet, yes

but not when you choke yourself on it

certain songs make you cry

reminiscing mused or detached

continuously

where of all solitary seems to be the root

when you hear of breakups you think of him

when you hear of makeups you think of him too

sad, yes

but magical as well

certain songs make you feel guilty

strikes your conscience so hard

its like you've been charged of a sin obliquely

no reactions could account for its oddity

i reckon this is the worst feeling ever

the sweetest revenge one could ever take

of all the above

i pick those songs that make me sad

weird choice, maybe

but not for me

at least there’s much to explore within

the kind of sadness that allows me to dream

although bitterness is all that it surface

you could always submerge to find that saccharine within

what’s the use of being happy when the happiness felt is not really the happiness that you were seeking for?

Right?

Have a great day everyone!

:)

le sigh.

2009-08-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

i feel so bad now~
huhu~
i don't know what to do~
i really didn mean to but it just died on me like dat!
just like that!
all from the click of one button!
T.T
wad is this!
now it doesn't even recognise itself anymore!
ahhhhhhh!
stress!
all this plus macro tom!
huhu!
y la?
bad sign?
i hope not!
help me!!!!!!
T.T

Thinking of you

2009-08-24T19:58:00.005+08:00

When I'm with him

I am...

thinking of you

What you would do

if...

You were the one

Who was spending the night...

Oh...

I wish that

I...

Was looking into your eyes

Oh...

won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh...

no more mistakes...

Cause in your eyes

I'd like to stay

Forever if I may...

掉不下的泪水

2009-08-19T16:46:00.008+08:00

我很想哭！

我真的很想哭。。。

为什么？

为什么想要哭都那么难？

为什么想要发泄一下心情都不行？

我很恨我自己！

恨自己为什么那么傻！

事情到了死口还是咬着不放。。。

我那么坚持到底是为了什么啊？

我真的很傻！

你就让我哭吧！

也许这分泪水掉了会让我更好一些。。。

a puncture.

2009-08-15T16:47:00.004+08:00

some things are just too hard to utter

you wished that they would've felt it as u did

and made the first move instead

but of course

everyone would've wished for the same thing to happen

and it might be obvious that nothing is ever going to happen in the end

i dreamed last night

of one of the many things that i've ever wished for to happen

and that dream of mine was wonderful

surreal as it is

i hope not to be waken from it

i know that

i might have been trying to avoid you

and i might have even been trying to make you mad

all that because i wouldn't know how

how to face the feelings that i have

or what i could do to loosen the knots cluttered within

i know i am busted

as i have fallen real hard and deep this time around

but please let me fall

cos i don't want to get up still.

emotional breakdown.

2009-08-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

can i cry?

am i allowed to cry?

would you mind if i cry?

why do i even bother to ask?

you wouldn't know even if i did~

worst yet~ you wouldn't even bother about it~

what is all these mixed up feelings that is taking over me?

its like they're eating up every inch of my sanity~

leaving me to dissolve in a pool of absurdity.

i am not thinking right.

my heart is on the left.

should i follow what it says?

it should be right, right?

what am i talking about?

i am making no sense.

ok. shall leave.

i need an Iced Milo.

HAHA! Gosh.

HAIH!

2009-08-11T17:27:00.004+08:00

SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN 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WHY SO SIEN??????????????????????
CRAPPY STUDY BREAKS~~~~~~~~~~~~
SO LIFELESS WEI!!!!!!!!!!
WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMETHING BETTER TO DO?????
WHY CAN'T I JUST STUDY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE IS?????
ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SIENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA GO OUT!!!!
OUTOUTOUT!!!!!
BUT EVRYONE IS BUSY!
SIEN LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TL! BAH-BYE!

a trip down memory lane.:*

2009-08-01T14:53:00.010+08:00

ALOHA!!!

well...

ya'll noe how i look like now~

but do you still remember how i was a year ago?

hehehe~

i found these pictures swimming around my webcam's photo gallery~

betcha hav not seen pictures of me like this!

hahahaha!

oh wells!

ENJOY!

NGIAK NGIAK NGIAK!!!

this is just before i go crazy~

haha!

how crazy u ask?

neh~

nehhh~

nehhhhhh~

TA-DA!

hahahaha!

i don't look THAT bad normally~

i can act cute too!

HAHA!

neh~

nehhh~

nehhhhhh~

haha!

hahahaha!

okok!

i noe i am not cute!

ishhhh~

fine! angry d!

no more happy smiley pics!

hrmph!

hahaaha!

jokes la!

why so serious?

i am normally friendly and crazy like this!

ehehehehehhehehehee XD

hahahahaha!

and guess what!?!

i even made a video!

which i had no idea about what i was saying then~

haha!

it was so long ago can!

plus~ i look ridiculous!

hahahaha!

and oh! the last part of the video~

i didn say bye to the cammie twice ohk!

someone was really leaving when i was about to end it!

i wasn't acting or goin crazy as you might hav tot i did!

hahahaha!

oh wells!

ENJOY!

that's bout it lovelies!

hahaha!

pretty "amazing" right?

hahahaha!

ohk~

u've had your laughs!

it is time for me to leave!

ADIOS AMIGOS!!!

MMMMMWAHS.:*

2009-08-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

you are just like a reflection in the mirror~

i could see you

but...

never got to touch you.

puzzled.

2009-07-27T00:33:00.005+08:00

为什么呢?

why is it so hard to push that Enter button just to get the message sent?

i don't know.

i just get so speechless whenever it is u i am faced with.

why? what is making it all so hard for me to do so?

its not like u're bothered with it.

i think i may need help.

oh. no. wait.

i really do!

pfft.

yesterday~

2009-07-12T17:28:00.004+08:00

was one of those days worthy of a bookmark in my heart~

cause~

i had absofreakinlutely so much fun!!!

well~ i met up with the girls for dinner@bubbaG n chilled@laundry which brought up many memories of the past!

it wuz a really good bonding session as we get to update one another one on our lives! mmMmmmMmm! feels so much better after chattin up things wiv my dears! :)

and oh! i even sneaked out of the house at 3am! yup! i SNEAKED out! so fishy yet so fun! tumbling and knocking out things on the way but PHEW! was i relieved no one knew that i was out~ hahahaha!

but it was for a good reason tho'~ i was hungry!!! i can't help it~ can i? hahahaha! n i was craving McD's at that very hour! and to make it worst~ i didn want it being "delivered over"~ i wanna have it dere~ at the restaurant itself! mmmMmmmm~ hahahahaha! so yea! i had to sneak out! badly!
hahahahahahaa! no choice! hahahahahahaha!

but the whole journey wuz fun! and the fact that i had alcho before de whole sneaking out thing wasn't helping at all! i find myself making more noises than i usually would. hahahahaha! but mind you! i am NOT drunk! i am so sober at that time. but i might be a lil high. hahahahaha! or mayb it wasn't the alcho at all! it might be the hour that's making all the difference. i go crazy when it turns late. some kind of sickness, i know. hahahahahaha! ohkays. i seem to be babbling alot here. hahahahahaha! shud leave~ adios amigos! till we meet again! XD XD

frustrated

2009-06-20T23:51:00.003+08:00

cause...

i feel indirectly being brought up as a competition and trashed down at the same time.

but i never want to be. ever.

at last!

2009-06-20T17:12:00.005+08:00

i have made up my mind to not pursue what i know would not be true and never would be. these lies i have been so magically fantasizing all year round should stop. every inch of it. i should now focus on what i have been planning or should have been ever since i started college. maybe it is true that what the other side has to offer is much better than foolishly holding on to fictions. so true yet so false. enough i guess. juggling it further could just make things worst. and i am in no capacity to fill up for so.

on a much brighter note.
BARBEQUE IS TOMORROW! CAN'T WAIT!
i love my gurls!
<333 mwahs!

i need a rollercoaster ride just so that i could shout it all out!

2009-06-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

argh!
i can't change what i've been faced with so wtf live with it!
yes i suck and i am ugly and whatsoever you have claimed me to be but then again as i've said i'm born with it so unless if i really go crazy and plans to hit the plastic surgeon this is how i look like and how i've been ever since and forever will be so it is my problem to live with and not yours to care about.
i am not perfect and not even a teeny weeny bit close but i try really hard to love who i am so please don't set my confidence back into where it has been as it took years before it found the right place to be so i can grow out of my shell and better improve the person i have yet to be.
it is just me.
the one i am born to be.
there is nothing much i can do to have it changed but merely improvements that i strive to excel continuously.

2009-06-04T21:23:00.003+08:00

爱对和爱错
也许真的只是
一线之差
而我
就象是
被困在
那黑暗的空间里
永远都无法
彻彻底底的
跨过
这条线
所隔掉的
错决。

2009-05-31T11:02:00.003+08:00

反反复复的情感
让我
真的很难确定
这份情意
是否找对了角
而
这份感觉
是否锁定了位...

I have this feeling whereby...

2009-05-26T14:34:00.004+08:00

My dentist is constantly in search of new ways to kill me!

literally... metaphorically... indisputably... totally... SERIOUSLY! ouch!

FYI

2009-05-24T23:45:00.003+08:00

Did you know that the sun is nearer to Ipoh than anywhere else in Malaysia?

i didn't know that either~

only our limited Ipoh kia does~

hahahahaha!

oh! and that the water they consume has some kind of whitening effect that keeps their people looking fair!

my oh my~

what a contradicting two!

i guess Ipoh is quite an interesting town after all~

:)

2009-05-20T23:28:00.003+08:00

what a SUB!

hahahaha!

only kun will noe wad it means~

hahahhahahaha!

hate u!

hahahahahahahahaha!

LY betulllll~

ishhh~

Fcukin' SUB!

ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

hahahahahahaha

ok~

i am not that vulgar~

seriously~

hahahaha!

9 - 3.15 tom~

totally LOVE it.

totally.

ish.

haha.

retail therapy

2009-05-19T21:07:00.004+08:00

shopping wuz GOOD!

the free vouchers we got wuz evil tho'

muahahahahahahaha!

but i had fun!

so much for cleaning up~

haha!

mayb cos its empty now i feel like piling them back!

muahahahahahaa!

oh god!

i might wanna spree on that pretty pair of earplugs that could probably come in handy at the end of the month...

haha!

*prays hard* no... please... no...

haha!

can't wait for bangsar tho'

muahahahahahhahahaahha!

gosh.class starts tom.gosh.

shud be fun~ mayb~

hehe~

ilovecollegebutiloveitspeoplemoremuahahahahahaha!

can't wait!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D

damn it's good!

2009-05-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

Thank YOU So So So So Much!

hehehehehehhee :D

loved it!

u never fail to impress me :D

what can i ever do without you~

i still have some left in the fridge~

care for a bite, anyone?

hehehehe!

so much for pancing udang!

i really fell for it~

tricky you!

ish!

haha!

2009-05-17T21:29:00.002+08:00

Felt like I've just been robbed!
Haha!
3 boxes n counting~
Omg!
These pile of clothes r driving me crazy~ not forgetting the pile of hangers on the floor which needs cleaning up later on~
Gosh!
Where's help when I need one.
Haha!
N I still hav time to blog~ apa ini~
Mobile blogging rocks!
Hahahha!
Okok~
Back to work!

Spring Cleaning!

2009-05-17T19:21:00.003+08:00

My journey starts right NOW!

Gosh!

I'm gonna miss y'all~

Till we meet again!

Mwahs <3

2009-05-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

I suck!

dammit!

I hate me too :(

i hate this part right here.

2009-05-15T13:58:00.001+08:00

hullo!

me is back from errr Ipoh instead of Malacca cos of the sillyidunnowhat virus~ ishhh~ but Ipoh was fun nevertheless~

hahahahaha!

who could've guessed that instead of just makan-ing around~

its caves are similarly as exciting to explore!

of course we had some help from our Ipoh kia limited~

ekekekekekekekkeke~

more about that later on~

Penang in a few minutes... sigh~ not much time left to write~ boohooo~ :(

anyways~

just got back from Genting yesterday and I had so much fun!

CH~ u're the bomb! hahahahaha!

more about that later too~

hahahahahaha!

omg~ y am i skipping all that u say?

hahahaha~

cos i wuz suppose to be on my emo-ing mode u c~

just as my title suggests it

hahahahahahha!

but typing all that on top just wipes my supposedly emo-ing post off~

ishishish~

oklaaaaaaaaa~

since im all pumped up to let it out

i might as well do so

eekekekekekekkekekekekeke~

so u c~

i am goin back to Penang for almost every weekend now which is bugging me out cos i hav to cancel all my meet ups initially planned

if i do this more often my friends are gonna ditch me

ish

hate that

i could feel Mona poking at me already! sry dear! miss u too! huhu~

i miss all my chicas n of course my monster, fish and cow too!

huhu~

i dun wanna go back!

can u feel it???

ishishishhhhhh~

geram!

hahahahahaha!

oklaaaa

i am crazy what to do

i can't control my fiery disposition

gosh.

well~ dats another story~

banyak betul cerita saya

i am gila

wad to do

sigh.

i have this sickness whereby my bestie would call the 3 minute thingy

i would like something so much i'd go crazy bout it

but then i might just forget bout it or go plain bore after a really short while

which is bad

i know

it even applies to people

eeeks~

i might be jeopardizing myself by saying all this but there is much more i need to confess

*takes deep breath*

people often think they know me

but the truth is

they don't

ask my bestie of 10 years or so and she might not even be sure enough to tell u all about me.

i'm an introvert

very much so i know of but many might not

my monster often scolds me for keeping things to myself.

the way i act in front of you might not really show my true feelings inside

which comes to sound like i am being fake

but yeah~ maybe u can say so~

but that's just the way i act i couldn't control

don't ask me why.

sigh

if i made u feel like i am snatching from you

you made me feel like you have been stealing from me

gosh.

am longing to say this to you

but i couldn't do it somehow

if you understand you do

if you don't~ well~ you don't

haha!

okies

anyways

people~

i am just being random

they might not be interconnected

and

you don't really have to be bothered by it

not like you'll be but yeah

this is my space anyways

i'll write what i want to

wtf

but yea~

haha!

comments off cos i don't need no nonsense from anyone

sorry

i know

i am such a biatch

sorry

i guess it rained too much these days

makes me cranky

no i did not drown.

2009-05-10T23:11:00.013+08:00

hello bellos!

i am back from Penang again!

with even much more souvenirs kept in me tummy~

*ekekekekekkekekeke*

this time around i had company

which was fun

i enjoyed talking all night

ehehehehehehehe~

and~

if everything goes well...

it would be MALACCA this tuesday!

YUM YUM YUM YUM YUMZ!

muahahahahahaha

oh sht!

growing sideways already!

muahahahahhahaha!

*********

on another note

i do wish to go GENTING too~

huhu

*looks at KUN*

muahahahahahahaha!

it would be so much fun!

hehehehe~~~

pweaseeeeeee~

hehehehehehehe

tralalalala~

and i am craving champagne at this hour

omg

what is this

haha!

i wanna steal daddy's but they're all boxed up cos we're shifting

ish!

maybe i should open up one of dem and seal the box back~

he might not notice

hahahaha!

mayb i should do that

muahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

*evil grins*

muahahahahahahahaa!

should plan my actions now

shadush people!

muahx!

salt water dips :)

2009-05-08T15:52:00.005+08:00

sry bout that weird cranky session of mine earlier

i didn't know why it came out where it did

hehe

anyhoos

am leavin for Penang in an hour or so

most prolly be back by sunday

so i'll be leaving this space on a short break till then :)

am gonna miss u guys so so much!!!!

MMmmMmmmuahxsiessSSSSsSSSs

*just wanna sound a lil dramatic*

hahahaa!

okok!

hopefully i'll bring back better updates

plus plus~

i am still looking forward to our malacca and genting trip!

this all must jadi next week!

till then~

much love ya'll!

hunnynator signing off.:*

funny

2009-05-08T03:23:00.001+08:00

am i doing all these things just to suppress my feelings towards you?

it's getting worst

there shouldn't be anything going on

nothing is

i am just thinking wayyy too much on my own

gawd.

stop placing things like this into my head

i just want things simple n clear-cut

not something as complicated as this

i don't want to get burned

and having to take dips everytime i do so

yyy

i have never gone this far

it is getting way out of my control

so much so

it is taking over me

devastating!

i quit!

*smack*

stupid girl!

nothing is goin on!

wake up!

damn!

just wake up!

it'll never happen!

just enjoy the show while it lasts.

partially satisfied :)

2009-05-07T04:27:00.000+08:00

so i just got back from Dessert's Bar

cos it has been a week since i last saw my cute lil friend

whom i miss alot

hahahahaa!

we planned to go for korean bbq earlier but i couldn't get over my cravings last night and ended up where we were thereafter

hahahaha!

sososo~

i had the mango cheesecake

which was pretty good

it has a light taste to it~ not too sweet nor too cheesy

then it was the american chocolate

erm~ i'd say~ it should've came warm

then it would be yummier! haha!

otherwise~ it wuz too stiff for me to judge

hehe~

then we had mochis~

okla~ soso~

Kun kinda enjoyed it~

but it's nthn to yell about~ i like softer fluffier sweeter ones~

so.... yeah!

hahaha!

and now comes my dahling!

hahahahahhaa!

my fav dish in the house

hahahaha!

JENG JENG JENG

its

the

warm

ice-creamed

BANANA CAKE!

hahahahaha!

i just love banana cakes

me oso no no y~

hahahahahaha!

i just have this never ending crush towards it!

hahahahaha!

i like really simple trad foods~ tq~

hrmmmph! hahahahaa!

anyways

it wuz~ GOOD obviously~

hahahahahha! this comin from a banana cake lover~

you can totally trust! hahahaha! orgasmic i tell u~

okok~ too much info already~

hahahahaa!

move on we shall!

hahahaha!

oh yea! apart from its desserts~ i reckon its main courses are quite good too~

one of my favs would be the monte sandwich which i had almost everytime i'm dere~

but no pics~ cos too hungry~

hahahahaa! porque~ hungry ma~

my other senses stop working when i see my food :D

ehehehehhee!

i am tam-chiak tq~ i noe~

hahahahahaha!

Seterusnya~

after food~

actually not after food also~

from the moment we met is the better expression~

hahaha!

we cakap cakap cakap sahaja!

tak habis habis

till the moment i drop her off i tell u~

she buka pintu kereta den continue cakap cakap cakap

den tutup balik pintu~

cos wanna cakap cakap cakap again~

den at last buka pintu again~

step out of the car~

n continue to cakap cakap cakap~

ahahahahahaha

n it goes on and on~

tak habis habis our cerita

n dere is so much more

omg

hahahahahaa

if it wasn't for her bro who just got back and i have to shift my car i guess i would still be dere talking by now~

hahahahahahaha!

Kun o Kun~

hahahahahahaha!

memang massive our stories!

hahahahahaha!

owh anyways~ hahahahahaha!

below are a few of our pictures from our second session of SS-ing @ Dessert's Bar~
ENJOY! :D

love how it is just totally candid!

oh well~ its us!

and more!

and to end this post nicely

it would only be proper

if i give all the credits to my cute cute cute partner in crime

behold~

oooozing you with her cuteness

wakakakakaka!

anyhoo

my bed is calling

altho i doubt i'll be sleeping for another hour or so~

but yeah!

i just don't know how else i should end blog posts

especially in the middle of the night

hahahahah!

people often just say goodnight

and so...

GOODNIGHT! :)

midnight rants

2009-05-06T03:36:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i want a pair of aviators~

sooooooooo bad!

i shud get one already!

hahahahahaha!

n watchin "forensic heroes" again makes me wanna get it more!

hahahahahaha!

totally not helping~

hahahahahahahahahaahha!

oh wells~

apart from that~

me wants ice-cweam cakes too!

sooooo hungry!!! huhu T.T

must've been the aftermath of too much supper-ing in Penang~

hahahahahaha!

i have a huge appetite now~ O.O!

hahahahahahhaha!

anyways~ shud resist temptations~

will restrict myself from any kitchen access!

hahahahahaha!

babababababababbabababababa...

om!

its 3.26 am~

i shud really go sleep

hehehehehehhee~

au revoir mates!

*dats cutesy snowman*

*saying*

Bonne Nuit ya'll!

of asam laksa and char kuey teows.

2009-05-05T01:49:00.002+08:00

life here in Penang is great!

there is nothing to think about~

neither would you have to be afraid of bumping into anyone you could possibly know of~

nor having to dress to impress~

days were spent eating, chilling and just pampering yourself

it's just different here

it doesn't feel the same

i feel calm here

rather serene than i was back dere

i dont't know

or maybe it's just emo me

i love meeting people

but at the same time people is what i fear

i just don't feel comfortable being too close

am afraid that my flaws would surface

and being judged

*takes deep breath*

i guess i just don't feel like going back yet

i need more time to clear my head

and waking up here every morning is just

breathtaking.

la de dum dum~

2009-04-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

i hate to argue but i do not appreciate the vulgarity in you.

sigh.

things are just getting harder and harder to cope.

much of what i am faced with does not make enough room for you.

what can i do to make you understand?

double sigh.

on another note,

Dessert Bar is a good place to chill~

me love it dere.

oh~

exams are coming~

wish me luck people!

muahs!

you.have.changed.

2009-03-04T02:53:00.006+08:00

it used to be more...

every single thing...

those little details u unmask

parading absurdity just to make days past

i miss...

the way you used to stare

buzzes to show how much you care

those midnight deliveries u used to make

or how you calm me whenever i break

but things are different now

it doesn't feel the same

no matter how much i try

deep down inside

i know

you will never be the same

no more.

lalala~

2008-11-17T23:47:00.003+08:00

am terribly lost at the moment

i don't know what to do

where to go

when am i done

how am i going to do it

and

who should i approach to guide me through

all these stuffs

the thought of it itself is tormenting me apart!

argh!

sometimes i wish things were much easier

all planned out

sigh.

drafting it on your own isn't easy

it would have looked much better when help is around

then again

this is how i roll

it has always been

learning is just part of the process

whether or not i succeed

at least

i have done my part.

:)))

and da me is back!

2008-11-10T16:50:00.004+08:00

oh my!

i feel like crying now i feel like crying now i feel like crying now

i totally feel like crying!

but no~

these are happy tears!

for all de right reasons~

i am sooooo amazed by how talented a person could be!

ahhhhhhh~

i feel like crying!

hahaha!

seriously!

i do!

oh wait!

i just did!

:)))

2 days ago...

2008-08-25T01:01:00.004+08:00

it wuz the Fish's 21st Birthday!!!

hahaha! finally!

someone to join me!

wakakaka!

anyways~ am actually extremely exhausted rite now~

more updates coming soon :P

and oh~ monster!

am so sorry that food is more important than you~

hahaha! but guess wad we did to her???

*hint hint hint*

she had so much fun^^

hahaha~

nites :D

2008-08-18T23:15:00.004+08:00

hey-ho!

i noe i have not been updating!!!

but anyhoo~

its holidays!!!

and its only gonna be for a week till i start my new sem :(

which schedule sucks big time!!! :(((

short sem, 6 subs, 5 days a week!!! like WOW! -__-

anyways~

so much hav happened i don't know where to start!

hehehe :D

first of all~~~

this is for ya'll to clickey clickey~

where???

HERE!!!

the Fish blogsssss :D must click!!! if hot babes are your thing!

(sounds wrong~ but yeah! u will noe wad i mean :))

(p.s: someone is gettin old :P hahaha!)

****************************************************************************

As for your next click~

it would be THIS!!!

cos~ apart from the fish~ the monkey blogsss too!!! HAHAHAHAHA

and of course~~~

not forgetting my hot cousin sis!!! :)))

owhhh~ so many lovesss on the blogosphere~

hehehehehe :D:D:D

****************************************************************************

well oh well!

as a shopaholic myself~

i thought it would be nice to share a few blogshops wiv you out dere^^

(in no particular order :))

1. The Closette

if being simple n casual yet stylish is your pick!

they really do offer pretty pretty clothes at a good bargain

2. DevilishBunnies

i would say~ if you're bold, fun & sexayyy

u would love this alot!

3. Tictactoe

something similar yet different from the rest :)

good clothes, great service~ whats not to love!

4. Jen'sHeaven

this is really something different where the owner is located in the States

thus, if u hav any particular interests u can mail your request to her :)

definately a trusted seller

5. Velvet-Ribbon

where girly fashion meets the latest styles :)

the seller is pretty cute n bubbly too :))

The blogshops stated above are those i visit very often~

and if you would not like to limit your choices

alternatively~ you can visit

http://www.ashopaholicsden.blogspot.com/

http://www.diaryofane-shopaholic.blogspot.com/

http://www.compulsivelyaddicted.blogspot.com/

wiv everything compiled and sorted out for you~

like how i always do! :D

diff shops, diff goods, diff deals!

if you have the time~ why not! :)))

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btw~~~

the opening for OLYMPICS wuz AWESOME!!!

did u watch did u watch???!?!?

totally blew me off!

CHINA!!! u made us proud! ^.^

can't wait for its closing~

at least we've got a silver medal :)

***************************************************************************

anyways~

continues being random~

me is soooooooo into karaoke lately!

its addictive!

just couldn't get enough of it!

n i want more!!!

more more more!!!

hehehehehe XD

hehehehehehehehehe!!!

i shall end here now~

cos i am so random it got me lost!

hahahahahaha!

till we meet again~

adios amigos!

mmmwahs!